i've seen it!

today. i saw it today! twice. what did i see, you ask?

ONEDERLAND!!!!!!

and it was wonderful!!!! i'm a little worried it might be gone tomorrow as i tend to fluctuate a pound or two  a lot of the time. but dang it, i can't believe i saw it today. 199 it said to me.  the last time i saw that was five years ago! five!!!

i have no idea what i'll do to celebrate it but wow. i'm only a few pounds heavier than my husband now. which means it won't be too long before i'm passing him by and i will actually weigh LESS than him.  that, to me, is a feat of itself as i've always been heavier than most guys i've dated. well maybe not ALWAYS but usually. and i know i'm not dating my husband but ya'll know what i mean!

oh...and my daughter took some random pics of me yesterday while she was playing with my camera and i'm going to post some. i feel like i actually look kinda.... dare i say it.... skinny..... in them? yeah...shocking myself here! i'll have to post so ya'll can see. i don't really FEEL skinny and at a size 16/17 i know i'm not but it's wierd. 

but oh so lovely seeing the onederland is. oh so lovely!