weeee!!!

just got home from eating dinner at ihop. i think i'm going to die. nope... i'm pretty sure of it, actually. i feel like real poo. i know i ate way way too much. and it didn't even taste all that great. sigh! 

i find myself settling back into old habits... buying sugary fat filled foods at the grocery store, eating more than i should at meals, drinking sips of coke here and there (the doc said i could have two cokes a week) and other things like that. granted i'm not gaining anything but i'm also not really losing either. i mean, it's been a few days since i lost something  but  that doesn't mean i won't get on the scale tomorrow or tuesday and see a positive change. either way though... i'm having issues and don't like having issues.

in other news.... i'm thoroughly enjoying the clothes i got from the sisterhood. right now i'm wearing a teal sleep tank and it's ooooh so comfy! 

i think i'm noticing some changes in my body. i think. still not down a full size in clothes, but i am noticing that pants that were super tight before aren't so tight anymore. tops that i stopped wearing before i'm starting to wear again and that's really cool. i also don't think i look quite so "fat" in the mirror wearing nothing but this form fitting sleep tank and some pj pants whereas before i thought i looked like a big ole fatty in something like this. maybe my mindset about my body is changing or maybe my body is really changing. maybe it's both. who knows???

the husband and i discussed this summer's vacation options since the big d in florida isn't gonna work out for us this year. we agreed that sea world san antonio it'll be since we all wanna go plus it's not that far away. the fact that we all get in free (military salute thing) had a lot to do with it, too. we ARE on a budget after all. so we have scheduled that for mid july as my son goes to year round school and they don't get out for break until the beginning of july. we also have the usual memorial day trip to new orleans (that's an every year staple to visit my family down there) and probably a labor day one down there as well. gotta love those!

i'm not sure if i'll start working again after summer break is over but it's tempting. i guess i'll just have to cross that bridge when i come to it.

well, i guess i better go do some household duties. there's a mt fuji of laundry on the loveseat calling my name. or is it calling my husbands name??? hmmmm.... lol

oh... and i forgot to tell ya'll boobs about this... right now my kids are on this drawing super heros kick. my son heard me talking to my husband about the boobs thing and etc and well, he drew a "super boobs" superhero. yeah... it had six sets of boobs and kinda resembled a hot dog or something. he thought it was great. we had to have a talk about what's appropriate and what's not, but i got a good laugh out of behind closed doors. i'll never think of the boobs group the same way... now they'll all be super boobs! =P