denial!

right now i should be fixing dinner for my family. but i'm not. i'm posting this blog. shhh. don't tell anyone! 

i don't have any new weight loss to report. my scale told me that i had gained a pound or two but i didn't listen to that baloney! this morning when i weighed it was back to be being honest and told me i was still at my 209 i was at before. 

today my bander friend came over to color my hair (i can't do it myself! lol) and she helped me do laundry while she was here. great friend, huh? yeah... she really is. she's the one who inspired me to get the band myself. she'll be two years post band this coming sept and has lost almost 100 pounds. she's gone from a size 18 to a size 8. lucky lady. well, she's in some kinda weight loss denial or something. she still buys clothes that are way way too big, still tries to wear her size 18 jeans, and is still convinced that she's not thin. i'm like what the heck is wrong with her? is there such a thing as weight loss denial. she's gone from a size 18 to a size 8 for crying out loud! we were folding my clothes and she was picking up stuff going "ooh. i could wear that!" and i'm like "hello!!! it's a size xl. you are a size SMALL now!" i dunno what's up with that but i must say that there is no way in hell i'm gonna be trying to wear a size 18 jean when i fit comfortably in size 8's or asking to wear a size xl top when a size small fits me. weight loss denial! it's real!!!